Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Aiiiiii~!
I need to seriously wake up and get a grip on my life.....
Seriously bored to death rotting with nothing to do everyday... :(
Anyway, was chatting with David the other day and well, part of our conversation ended up like this (not exact, but along the line):
If we could turn back time, what would we do?
(Yah... As usual, we were chatting non-stop about various stuff... lol~)
My answer about this question to him was this:
If I could turn back time, I would write down EVERY number that came out tops for 4D and TOTO in 2007 and 2008, then come back to the present and began buying all the numbers and strike solid gold with each bet...
(Yah... I'm on the desperate side... For $$ as usual...)
Before the answer and chat, I was actually looking at Overseas University websites and their fees...
But then, per semester fee of Australia dollar $8250+ is seriously too expensive even for me...
I think even if I rob a bank, that bank also won't carry THAT much cash at one shot for the full 3-4 years... (One year=4 semesters, 3 years will be AUS$99000?!?!?!?!)
This huge amount is not even INCLUSIVE of the annual stupid tuition fees, accommodation fees, etc. etc.
Damn....
I seriously doubt ANY bank can even lend me such sum of $$. Even if they do, with the current working salary in Singapore to be about $1800K, saving about $600 per month to repay, I will need to work my ass off for... 13-14 years straight?!
$%^&(*_)!!!!
Might as well be realistic and go work instead of study... the money I save will be enough for me to eat for the next... 20 years minimum, at the rate of $10 per day (that is, if food doesn't skyrocket in the near future, which I DOUBT it will NOT!)
*SNORT*
Mom has been pressing me to go take up Uni courses... She's now either asking me everyday to go look at Early Childhood courses, Psychology courses... etc etc...
(I somehow got the notion that these are the courses SHE wants to study, not me... :( )
She also finally gave me the go-ahead for Mass Comm since I got absolutely NO notion to get a degree...
But then, it's seriously too late for me... If she had given the go ahead like when I was going to do my diploma, I wouldn't need to waste 3 years in a stupid course that I am NOT even interested in in the first place and another 3-4 damn years of my future studying this... :(
Oh well, on the bright side, I got a diploma anyway. ( Even though God knows what the hell I can do with it...)
I've already told mom though that SG does not offer me the courses that I want, so, she can give up already...
Dad has also asked me to go find a job I really am interested in...
Which means I need to go get a Mass Comm degree since they are offered all over in SG and fight to death with the grads in SG and SG market is really TOO SMALL, and the other courses that I AM REALLY INTERESTED in can go to hell since they will NEVER be offered in SG..
Either way, if I study, I will need to work my ass off to repay for the next decade or so. If I work, I can live comfortably after the next TWO decades (provided I'm still alive by then! )
So, Mass Comm / Psychology / Early Childhood / Life Sciences / WORK ??!?!?!?!?!
I.HATE.DECISION-MAKING...
In the meantime, I shall go and find my soft copy of resume and prepare for my decision...
Seriously bored to death rotting with nothing to do everyday... :(
Anyway, was chatting with David the other day and well, part of our conversation ended up like this (not exact, but along the line):
If we could turn back time, what would we do?
(Yah... As usual, we were chatting non-stop about various stuff... lol~)
My answer about this question to him was this:
If I could turn back time, I would write down EVERY number that came out tops for 4D and TOTO in 2007 and 2008, then come back to the present and began buying all the numbers and strike solid gold with each bet...
(Yah... I'm on the desperate side... For $$ as usual...)
Before the answer and chat, I was actually looking at Overseas University websites and their fees...
But then, per semester fee of Australia dollar $8250+ is seriously too expensive even for me...
I think even if I rob a bank, that bank also won't carry THAT much cash at one shot for the full 3-4 years... (One year=4 semesters, 3 years will be AUS$99000?!?!?!?!)
This huge amount is not even INCLUSIVE of the annual stupid tuition fees, accommodation fees, etc. etc.
Damn....
I seriously doubt ANY bank can even lend me such sum of $$. Even if they do, with the current working salary in Singapore to be about $1800K, saving about $600 per month to repay, I will need to work my ass off for... 13-14 years straight?!
$%^&(*_)!!!!
Might as well be realistic and go work instead of study... the money I save will be enough for me to eat for the next... 20 years minimum, at the rate of $10 per day (that is, if food doesn't skyrocket in the near future, which I DOUBT it will NOT!)
*SNORT*
Mom has been pressing me to go take up Uni courses... She's now either asking me everyday to go look at Early Childhood courses, Psychology courses... etc etc...
(I somehow got the notion that these are the courses SHE wants to study, not me... :( )
She also finally gave me the go-ahead for Mass Comm since I got absolutely NO notion to get a degree...
But then, it's seriously too late for me... If she had given the go ahead like when I was going to do my diploma, I wouldn't need to waste 3 years in a stupid course that I am NOT even interested in in the first place and another 3-4 damn years of my future studying this... :(
Oh well, on the bright side, I got a diploma anyway. ( Even though God knows what the hell I can do with it...)
I've already told mom though that SG does not offer me the courses that I want, so, she can give up already...
Dad has also asked me to go find a job I really am interested in...
Which means I need to go get a Mass Comm degree since they are offered all over in SG and fight to death with the grads in SG and SG market is really TOO SMALL, and the other courses that I AM REALLY INTERESTED in can go to hell since they will NEVER be offered in SG..
Either way, if I study, I will need to work my ass off to repay for the next decade or so. If I work, I can live comfortably after the next TWO decades (provided I'm still alive by then! )
So, Mass Comm / Psychology / Early Childhood / Life Sciences / WORK ??!?!?!?!?!
I.HATE.DECISION-MAKING...
In the meantime, I shall go and find my soft copy of resume and prepare for my decision...
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