Friday, October 05, 2007
Lost...
You ever have a moment when you feel lost and worthless?
You ever have a moment when you have good news but you stare at the phone and you don't know who to inform?
You ever have a moment when you wish to find someone to talk to but there's no one you can find?
I have.
Right here.
Right now.
My friend is in the army now.
The one who will talk crap with me, has and had talked crap with for the past 3 years, has tolerated my uber crap and nonsense for like so long, has always been there to lend a helping hand with my school work...
Is in ARMY. NOW.
I don't condemn Army.
However... Somehow... It kinda feels empty now... Like a left hand is missing.... (I am a right hander, by the way. =) )
No one to crap with; no one to sms to crap (again!) with...
One word? SIAN......
Anyway, about my job....
I feel like changing my job...
Can't take it any more...
Sian.... I've already taken time out, by going to Thailand...
But somehow... A part of me is STILL missing...
A part that screams...
You are needed.
You are not born to be screamed at and abused at.
You are to serve customers with the customer and the company in your mind and heart.
Life everyday is not based on the magic number 48.
Period.
You ever have a moment when you have good news but you stare at the phone and you don't know who to inform?
You ever have a moment when you wish to find someone to talk to but there's no one you can find?
I have.
Right here.
Right now.
My friend is in the army now.
The one who will talk crap with me, has and had talked crap with for the past 3 years, has tolerated my uber crap and nonsense for like so long, has always been there to lend a helping hand with my school work...
Is in ARMY. NOW.
I don't condemn Army.
However... Somehow... It kinda feels empty now... Like a left hand is missing.... (I am a right hander, by the way. =) )
No one to crap with; no one to sms to crap (again!) with...
One word? SIAN......
Anyway, about my job....
I feel like changing my job...
Can't take it any more...
Sian.... I've already taken time out, by going to Thailand...
But somehow... A part of me is STILL missing...
A part that screams...
You are needed.
You are not born to be screamed at and abused at.
You are to serve customers with the customer and the company in your mind and heart.
Life everyday is not based on the magic number 48.
Period.
I left a footprint at 8:05 PM