Sunday, March 02, 2008
Upset... On a rage...
... Super Upset now...
1) What with my stomach on a rampage since last week (still ongoing~),
2) My eternal broke-ness, forever short of money cos I limit myself... :(
3) Wanna watch TV and the TV's not mine to begin with...
4) Wanna go travel for a long trip, but limitation coz money and time...
5) Wanna get out of the dunghole I'm currently in but again, due to money...
6) Wanna go study but can't find a course and again, money...
Damn you, dollar sign...
1) Why is education so expensive?!
2) Why is EVERYTHING, from food to transport increasing, except my PAY!!!
3) Why are trips (long) so damn expensive?!
4) Why can't I get a a job that allows me to fly EVERYWHERE??
5) Why don't I have the courage to up and go??
Damn, Damn, Damn...
Shit man... With my current diploma, What job CAN I DO????
What with most of the lessons I learnt all out of the market now/ out of my mind...
I think I was insane to even start my education with my course in the first place....
(wants to find sand/mud/gravel and just bury myself...)
I can't find any satisfaction/happiness in my job...
My job now revolves round the following:
1) I kio people's sai...
2) people kio my sai...
3) I answer customer's reply...
4) They keep coming back for more...
5) No thanks from them...
6) Have to hit target everyday, what with more and more disputes and customer's expectation getting higher and higher...
Man..... Frankly speaking, I am amazed to be alive after all this everyday...
I AM HATING March right now...
1) My boss will be going on leave...
2) Colleague 2 Going on leave...
3) Colleague 1 going ICT ...
4) Another colleague going on leave...
Shit.... I should had planned my leave as well in March as well... Damn...
Am on the breaking point.....
Maybe it's time to start rethink my job/studies/money/future/life...
There's something seriously wrong with me...
Maybe it's time for me to start doing something...
Man... My life is like me, one big mess...
Damn!
1) What with my stomach on a rampage since last week (still ongoing~),
2) My eternal broke-ness, forever short of money cos I limit myself... :(
3) Wanna watch TV and the TV's not mine to begin with...
4) Wanna go travel for a long trip, but limitation coz money and time...
5) Wanna get out of the dunghole I'm currently in but again, due to money...
6) Wanna go study but can't find a course and again, money...
Damn you, dollar sign...
1) Why is education so expensive?!
2) Why is EVERYTHING, from food to transport increasing, except my PAY!!!
3) Why are trips (long) so damn expensive?!
4) Why can't I get a a job that allows me to fly EVERYWHERE??
5) Why don't I have the courage to up and go??
Damn, Damn, Damn...
Shit man... With my current diploma, What job CAN I DO????
What with most of the lessons I learnt all out of the market now/ out of my mind...
I think I was insane to even start my education with my course in the first place....
(wants to find sand/mud/gravel and just bury myself...)
I can't find any satisfaction/happiness in my job...
My job now revolves round the following:
1) I kio people's sai...
2) people kio my sai...
3) I answer customer's reply...
4) They keep coming back for more...
5) No thanks from them...
6) Have to hit target everyday, what with more and more disputes and customer's expectation getting higher and higher...
Man..... Frankly speaking, I am amazed to be alive after all this everyday...
I AM HATING March right now...
1) My boss will be going on leave...
2) Colleague 2 Going on leave...
3) Colleague 1 going ICT ...
4) Another colleague going on leave...
Shit.... I should had planned my leave as well in March as well... Damn...
Am on the breaking point.....
Maybe it's time to start rethink my job/studies/money/future/life...
There's something seriously wrong with me...
Maybe it's time for me to start doing something...
Man... My life is like me, one big mess...
Damn!
I left a footprint at 9:29 PM