Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Best left alone...

Itching to start drawing and writing again...

But then, after work, no mood to even grab a paper.............

Itching to go sleep...

But then, it's so HOT....

Itching to go somewhere...

But then, due to financial situation.......

Itching to go to stone age, where there are no computers, no internet, and no phone...

But then, I can't go back to the past...

Why can't my life be simple...

Touchy, touchy.....

Sigh... Best left alone till end of the month...

In depression mode, what with no $$, no holiday, lotsa work...

Hope tomorrow will be a better day... Sigh~




Seriously, I hate it when people LIE to me...

Especially if it's someone I know way back...

Recently, a friend asked to meet up for lunch. Since I haven't kept in contact with this person, A , for a long while and I was free, so, of course I agreed...

And so, we met up for lunch...

The sad thing is, A took advantage of this meeting and led me to a MLM company WITHOUT even telling me that he/she's working there and he/she's recruiting people...

Being a STUPID ass, I was led by my nose all the way up to the company, all because I trusted A. The best thing is, he/she also NEVER once told me the venue or anything else for the matter...

Well, needless to say, to tell the truth, I joined eventually just to get him/her off my back...

The point is, if you wanna meet up for lunch, then just lunch, eat and chat.

Don't lie and say it's purely lunch. The least you could do was to explain the reason WHY or even explain what's your real motive for meeting up...

If you had told me PLAINLY, "Hey, I wanna meet up with you over this this this etc.", I would have been more than willing enough to actually take time off to listen to you and join if it's worth it.

I hate it when people take advantage of friendship...

LIARS... Debase the meaning of friendship...

Stop lying to people about meeting up for (PURE) lunch, will ya?

Friends don't deserve to be lied to go out for lunch and being led all the way to the company knowing NOTHING and THEN you start to explain only THEN and THERE the reason for the meeting.

Seriously, I wonder whether A takes our friendship seriously... Being taken advantage of is definitely NOT a nice feeling.

As I had joined, I was REAL STUPID and FOOLISH enough to actually make a purchase (worth lotsa money) of some donkey thing that I'm not EVEN interested in...

Then, when I offered a HEAVY discount of 40% less the original amnt to A, A said don't want, and even suggest that I pay off slowly...

After which, A avoided me totally... Even in the past, her mentor would always spam my phone with A's success... Now, after I made the discount price offer, there's no more news/success of A and A's mentor for the matter... Which makes me plain SICK and DISGUSTED. Even after a 40% discount, no one wants it... Which makes me wonder in the first place whether the bloody product is even worth HALF the retail money anot.

The result is, I'm feeling that our friendship has purely degraded to dollars and cents... Since A wants and puts it that way, fine. I ain't gonna be nice any longer. Why should I?

First, you lied to me about lunch, then you dragged me to the place without having the courtesy to tell me the reason why. Then subsequently, you still drag me there even though I tell you NO, I DON'T WANT TO JOIN the first time round.

Well, you want the truth why I joined? I'll tell you now then!

1) I just wanted you to get off my back.
2) I wanted you to stop bugging me.

Meanwhile, I am starting to feel disgusted by the mere mention of the company's name and ways to get people to join...

To put it simply, I hate being conned, by people I know somemore...

Needless to say, I am putting an END to this FRIENDSHIP thing with A immediately after I pay off the stupid product. In fact, I ain't even talking to A like I used to now...

With A, I am CURT and straight to the point now.

I even feel IRRITATED whenever I see A's message or MSN nick now.

I hate it when I am nice and people take advantage of me... Stupid shit.

And as a matter of fact, I AM constantly being conned and taken advantage of even now...

Jason mentioned once that I am too nice to my friends and hence, I forever tio taken advantage of, bullied and being ripped off by the same people I call friends...

Sian... Maybe I should STOP being nice to people, get straight to the point, DON'T bother about lunch/dinner with people and stuff...

Being taken advantage of just plain sucks...

Moody...
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